A conversation came up the other day about you. Sometimes i wonder if you realize what has happened under the microscope; or maybe there's too much saliva on the magnifying glass for you to get a glimps of
what's sending S.O.S signals right before your eyes.

Albert Einstein - If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things.

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a MONSTER
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My ideas when it comes to friends and relationships.

Asking someone out
If your going to ask your friend out, remember to take he idea of going out with them will void your current relationship with them since once you go out with someone, the relationship will NEVER be the same whether it ends in tears or fist fights.

Being asked out
If someone asks you out in a serious manner, take note of how you feel towards that person giving the offer. Remember it IS an offer and don't feel you HAVE to say yes as if you say 'yes' and it turns out that you just 'liked' the person instead of actually having real feelings for them it could turn out that they get their heart broken and time wasted. if you for any reason say 'No' to their offer, it can either be a good or bad thing, You could have avoided something you don't need to do.

Breaking up with someone
Take note of WHY you would do this, WHAT will happen afterwards, HOW you will feel afterwards and WHO you will turn to afterwards. Do you think it's worth the break up if you have no one to turn to? Or perhaps do you think it's the best choice for the BOTH of you instead of just yourself?

Being broken up with
If someone breaks up with you, it's a sign that they either don't want to be with you, OR don't want to be with you because they no longer want to keep hurting your feelings.
If they are your true love then they will come back to you.

clicks picture on allanahs page,
oh shit wtf is that?
oh right wtf did i do that??
lol jokes click back button
LOL haven't i seen this before?
oh right wtf...

Adorable, lovely, kind, thoughtful, beautiful, generous, intelligent, funny, awesome, nice, enchanting, sweet, addictive, attractive.

Wants to go to party's like Tuesday more often. Thats was so much damn fun.