You will never know how beautiful you are.

  For years i have been obsessed with someone that i barely even knew. Why i was this way i would never know, perhaps it was because she was the first girl that ever liked me, or maybe its because i actually liked her in every way possible.

  Over a few days i attempted to contact this girl over facebook to try and have a conversation and catch up. Eventually she accepted my request and we began to get to talking over a couple days, she did not even remember me let alone want to remember thus leading to her shutting telling me to get lost and that it was stupid to try to talk to her.

  Removed off facebook and left confused with what just happened, i wondered what i was going to do now since this was held on for so many years in many ways waiting for a long term catch up, meet up and the whole h.e.a (happily ever after) ending would happen, obviously this was not going to happen.

  A week past and i had one of my mutual friends friend add me and suggest a 'beneficial friendship', which so far has lead to something of which i have remained a VERY happy individual with a super happy personality which in some ways can lead me to thinking i have been drugged or can pass out with a giant grin on my face due to too much dopamine going to the brain.

  But what the heck... welcome to the spell broken Jimmy that has now risen and isn't afraid to be himself, although he looks like a complete twat, especially on video thank you very much...