Lollies

OMG HEAPS AND HEAPS OF LOLLIES!

*Takes pictures in case no one believes me*

Om nom nom nom

oooo... my stomach.....

heaps and heaps of lollies!

om nom nom

gaaah....

why did i do this to myself?

maybe just a little bit more

om nom

aaaargh....

Youtube blogging

Wonders if doing a blog update on youtube would be interesting...

So Cold

Crossfade - Cold lyrics

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
♥ You are the antidote that gets me by ♥
♥ Something strong ♥
♥ Like a drug that gets me high ♥

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold to you

I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were are the antidote that gets me by
♥ Something strong like a drug that got me high ♥

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold

I knew it wouldn't be easy,

I knew you would know eventually one way or another,

I knew i would want to be with you always but can't,

I knew i loved you from the second i saw your name on the computer,

I knew you loved me from the first time we spent the day at the beach,

I knew we would get a long very well from the beginning,

But i never thought it would be this hard to be so close yet so far from you.

It is not a lie.

Every time i say your name and say i love you .
It is not a lie.

When ever i tell you how much i need you.
It is not a lie.

When i mention how beautiful you are.
It is not a lie.

If i say you look adorable.
It is not a lie.

Complimenting your smell.
It is not a lie.

Hugging you like i never want to let go.
It is not a lie.

Kissing you like i really do love you.
It is not a lie.

Saying that i miss you.
It is not a lie.

Wanting to be with you every second of every day.
It is not a lie.

The five senses

Smell of your enchanting hair relaxes me.

Hearing your loving voice puts a song in my heart.

Touching of your tender hands brightens my day.

Seeing your beautiful eyes puts a smile on my face.

Taste of your sweet lips reminds me of how much you love me.

Take me away

Take me away, away to a place that has no worries, pressure, boundaries and no other people.

So i can rest without any cares in the world and spend the rest of my time with you and not worry about unnecessary things and sleep knowing i can see you once again.

My soul is falling, falling deep into your love and there's no stopping it. I can not deny it that the distance between us strengthens my passion for you.

Nose

All this time of not knowing of why i have such teary eyes,
Thus i dispize not knowing why no one told me before,
That the nose can take bateria all the way up to the brain,
Of which can play with the eyes and make them more sensitive,
and crying is it's way of fighting back the bacteria.

DAMN YOU NOSE FOR BEING SO FULL OF BOOGERY GOODNESS!

Pick and flick is no more.

Living on the rough side

As terrible as it may seem, I'm loving the idea of living where I'm not counting on anyone or anything. Surely i have no longer have the excuse of being late to work because "the bus is late" but at least now it means I'm able to meet up with people in welly for lunch, buy what ever i want ( literally ) and there's no worries for anything.

The only downsides are i can't be with Ashley as much which is whats holding me back ( I love you! ) and i have to buy everything that costs a lot of money. So I'm pretty screwed if i have no money or food but like hell I'm gonna blow all my money on toilet seats and use them as decorations.

Packing

Packing up all the things in my small claustrophobic room has me finding the odd few things that bring back memories of being here. It's sad that I'm leaving but it's one step towards my goal.

Late night

Sweet dripping, Muscles Tensing, Dishes Piling, Mind side-tracking, Speed slowing. All i can do while working late at night is think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me too.

Waiting for the flow to slow, to have a break and send you a small txt to see what you're up to and to see how you are without me.

1am at night time and I'm blogging on the net doing what I've been doing for the past 9 hours and listening to music which reminds me of you and wishing you were here with me.

Peter Piper Picked a Pepepeppe....

Peter Piper Picked a Peck of Pikled Pepp......
Peter Piper Picked a Pe......
Peter p.......

I have not Laughed so much from hearing an Indian trying to say this as fast as he can.

I would of died if he didn't stop xD

Flatulence

Exploding, Combustion, Exiting, Traveling, Hovering, Smelling, Cringing, Eyes Watering, Falling, Dying, Rofling....

"It's a bit woofy in here" Comments on of the staff

Worse case I've EVER had where the combination of loud and smelly farts only happens during work and finishes before i finish.

What a day to remember...

SQUEEK!

Tiny ears flickering, body shivering, curled up into a ball and almost dying.

I saved a mouse from a ferocious feline!
I'm so happy with myself!

Ashley

I met her on msn in a group chat with two of my mates while I started off trying not to get too involved as hard as i could, it did not work as i could not but help but talk to her as much as i could.

Getting more and more interested as i went along, the thought of Ashley rushing through my mind day by day made it harder to just be friends.

First meeting in person made it hard not to talk to you let alone hug you with your backwards walking and shyness. Having the time of my life knowing you are there finally and doing what i can to impress you did not do anything.

Relationship growing and conversations expanding, interested and unable to control myself. wanting to meet up with you but knowing you're hours away from my arms makes it harder to commit.

Months have passed since i met her and now she's mine to love and hold. As happy as can be knowing that she is there when i need her ,which makes me love her even more.

Holding me tightly with her arms around my neck and lips on mine letting me know all this time she loved me back without me knowing and reminding me every day that she wants to be with me.

It's been known for a long time that I've loved her since the beginning and still am going strong. Thank you for giving me someone to love, hold, and doing the same for me.

I love you Ashley!

David

I met him with Eric at the airport of which the three of us had never met in person before. Awkward at first but then jumped into a party and gave each other shit and talked shit for ages.

Such a freak of nature with his weird sense of humor and posture. Stole my old haircut and gave me some bad habbits.

Haven't done much with him as mates, but have had the odd few good lols with him and as well as disagreements; but I wouldn't wanna be without with douche.

Stick around dude. We need you to remind us we are all sane!

Allanah Boi

Who could ever though that meeting someone at a bus stop on a cold night with a simple conversation and sharing of chocolate could take me this far?

Without Allanah, i wouldn't of done what i have done thus far.

Rofl'ing to Sunscreen, shouting out EDWARD CULLIN and having late night gossips till 6am in the morning; how much better can it get with'ist the Slippery Pole stays moist?

She don't owe me anything, i owe her so much as i have gone so far and wouldn't of done it without her insanely crazy ways and support.

Who ever knew that the most simplest things can turn into the funniest things ever?

What can i say. She is my Best Friend and I can't see that changing any time soon.
Cheers Bro for excisting!

Love

Thank you for existing, thank you for being here, but most of all... thank you for loving me just as i love you back!.