I'm so sorry for what i did after all we have been through, i just thought i would let you know that i appreciate EVERYTHING that you have done for me, i will never forget you and will cherish what we have done together.

I deserve anything you do to me as you weren't expecting this, i will not get over doing it for the longest time and WILL regret it as you were brilliant!, but it's time to move on sadly.

Just so you know i have NEVER cheated on you, not ONCE and had NO intentions to as you deserved to not have something like that happen to you.

You are a great girl and i would rather keep you as my friend than as my enemy or not be able to talk to you at all.

I will be forever sorry but i do not regret the time we spent together and the fun we had.

I hope you will be okay :'(

An Interest in the most stupidest things.
Awesomeness.
Insane state that no one can stand but can't live without.
Ability to not be still while laughing.

Hanging out in Upper Hut and wellington finding the most stupidest things to entertain us until the trip home.

These used to all be attached to someone but i haven't noticed them in the longest time.

I still don't know what to say about seeing a cigarette in your hands or having one pushed into my mouth forcefully.

It makes me feel so dirty...

*toasts bread, applies butter and peanut butter*
OMG TOAST! NOM NOM NOM!, i wonder what would happen if i put it in the microwave... 
*microwaves toast* 
"OMG IT'S EVEN BETTER!"

I may have done some stupid things in the past.


I may have said some stupid things without thinking about them.


I may have expressed something in the wrong way.


I may seem like a different person to what i once was.


I may be someone you sometimes do not like.


I may give the wrong feeling towards you just by the sight of my name.




I thought Kayla wasn't around anymore.

I'm finding it almost impossible to not ask you.

You came up in a conversation a few times today. It didn't exactly make me very happy realizing it's been weeks since our last conversation.

Adam Lambert - If i had you

So I got my boots on, got the right 'mount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black color liner
And I'm workin' my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love
There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble trying to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
If I had you

From New York to LA getting high rock n' rollin
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maseratis
What they need in this world is some love
There's a thin line tween a wild time and a flat line baby tonight
It's a struggle, gotta rumble tryin' to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
If I had

The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good
But I've got you stuck on my mind, yeah!
The fashion and the stage
It might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight

That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah, if I had you, the money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah, if I had you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
If I had you

That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah, if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete (never could compete with you)
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy (it'd be ecstasy with you)
Yeah, if I had you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
You-y-y-y-y-you
If I had you, you, you

All i can do is let life fly by and hope that the future has more in store.