Who even caes about me anymore. All i am used for is a Muppet and sex object. Theres no point trynig to have fun as all it becomes is a large amount of disappointment then im seduced into a breakdown such as now where no one has seen me cry like this except one person. And that person now thingks life is 200% better without me and smiles in my face about it while i drop down on my kneas and get punched in the face for doing the stupidest thing in the world and not having them back me up afterwards instead of walkign away after sayign they woudl stick around until i get better,
Fuck my life, not even becoming a prostitute would make my life any better than it is now after too many times having plans canceled due to stupid reasons.
And now to top it off im being ringed and text'd by people i don't know all the time and now abused on something i use as a diary to myself.
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