Now thats a familiar face....

WELL!
Last years resolution went very well, certainly kept to it which lead me to both incredible and ridiculous results. One of those things that gets you wondering what you really need or want in life instead of jumping into things without second though and not knowing what to do because of these results.
 When it comes to thinking that what you are doing at this very moment is best, you may think at one time that everything is exacly how you want it, or it could all be the complete opposite to how you want things. No matter what the situation, making a change is up to us, and only us, no one can make that change for you unless its very neccesary.

This new years resolution is to make a necessary change to my personality where i will slowly but surely, force myself to be more affectionate as well as aggressive, BOTH when necessary. This change is after recent events which i will not post on the internet, that lead me to the conclusion that i am such a push-over. Quite the obvious thing about myself as i am usually a very nice person that offers home made food for my visitors and helps no matter what even though i have a huge grudge against someone because its the *right thing to do*... which i realize it is no longer true after seeing this person too often.

On a different note... i saw a familiar face the other day for a split second whilst walking around the Queensgate mall's mosh. Not too sure if this face was the one of Jason that i got to meet perhaps 3 times in the past. Rather taller than i remember though, guess that's what happens after a year or two of not seeing someone much like some of my friends... hm... this certainly got me thinking that even after all this time, the awkwardness that once filled me wondering the streets of the Hut Central will ever pass knowing the damage i did. Should i use those two things i have grown to go and give a REAL apology?, or could be too late and lead to more problems after knowing the information found previously which did the exactly same thing? Or just let this be as it is and not do anything and keep the feeling like an ass that i am to one person i once cared for?

We shall soon see in the time to come...

Jimmy out...